Thinking carefully...

Oh yeah, I have the first comment on my blog ! Someone please pull me down, I'm still with the clouds :-p

While waiting for someone to help me back to the ground, I have something to think about. I had a long spanking last Saturday, and my bottom is just healed. Today, I was surfing the internet, and I visited FirmHandSpanking, I don't have that much money a month to buy their membership, so I just downloaded their free trailers. I just viewed the M/f spankings, and most of them are good (although they're trailers, so they're very very short). After I've seen all the trailers, I have a very big problem : I want to be spanked O.o I'm just thinking about "testing" my husband's authority, I know it's not good when I'm in a DD relationship and it's really not submissive, but I tend to do that everytime I feel I want a spanking. Sometimes I get what I need, but sometimes not. I'm afraid that doing so will cause opposite effect, and my husband will feel losing authority, and he may back off ... and another case, I may have "more than I ask for". I'm still thinking...